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smartalekrj

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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Change in Poetry Corner   
    ooo my turn.... ummmm there once was a boy from nantucket, who couldn't find a girl that wanted to ....... oh wait hmmm ooo

    This Loneliness I feel is becoming
    an Excursion of my Patience.
    The Pain in My head.
    The thoughts of going to Bed.
    Wishing someone was there,
    But there isn't anyone.... Anywheres!!!

    hehe i know i'm awesome hmmm what else do i gots.

    The pain is harsh.
    The urge feels deeper.
    To desire to hold.
    The want to make you my keeper.
    For at this instant it cannot be.
    At the present I cannot be me.
    Other's frustration making a scare.
    Of kindhearted love's melodic affair.
    My throbbing will stay deep inside.
    Only for you I will confide.
    The surge of inquiries arise within.
    I have no indication on how to begin.
    My thoughts aren't shrill enough to hear.
    To view you differently brings me immense fear.
    You saw my tenderness somehow dancing.
    Now I recognize I can't conceal my thoughts from you.
    You will spot me sitting nearby glancing,
    Within your eyes I cannot stand to feel blue.
    It's a glance you will constantly know.
    A sensation inside that desires to show.
    I like the way you gaze at me.
    Within myself I suffer vast glee.
    When I stare into your eyes.
    I cannot stand to clutch any lies.
    The more I'm with you the added calmness I feel.
    Like a dream I don't recognize if this is real.
    I hope I start to grasp your attention.
    And just in case I didn't mention.
    You make me feel content all the way through,
    I just hope I do the same for you too.

    Again my pure awesomeness at work... hmmm what else

    Is it meant to be my goal and intention. To find true love in its perfection. To know within uncertain eyes, beyond the doors most certain enterprise. As I look in aspiration, I would not dare want this to end in devastation. Though my words are sweet and innocent, could they make someone so special feel so different? In all life's controversial melodies, Can I find someone that truely likes me? All questions that go without a tune. I wonder if I will find my true love soon. Could it be you?, That will make my heart feel true? Please tell me you are true an this is not a game...Your words have shaken my soul..Awakened it from a long lonely sleep...There is a tune to your melody it is my heartsong...The destiny of a love thats true is one that will be brave enough to reach out to what is offered unconditionally...What is in store for you is yet to be seen...But felt by the heart.. Felt by the heart.. The most emotional part. In it there is both love and hate. It also has the ability to decide fate. I cannot control my inner emotions affair. To want to love and want to care. The pain of thoughts protrude my thinking. Staring blanky, not blinking. Searching for who I'm meant to see. My yearning grows and I can no longer let it be. what was once no bigger than a grain of sand, Is now bigger than a strip of land. I know is life has its own destiny. I just want to know what it has in store for me.
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    smartalekrj reacted to Udgard in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    Happy birthday RJ!
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    smartalekrj reacted to Shadowseeker in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    HBD, though I doubt you will read this.
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    smartalekrj reacted to Change in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    *decides to jump on the happy birthday train*

    Happy birthday and un-birthday!
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    smartalekrj reacted to DARK DEMON in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    Happy B-day!
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    smartalekrj reacted to BFH in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    h bday
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    smartalekrj reacted to samon in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    Happy Birthday!
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    smartalekrj reacted to Eagle Eye in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    [color=#008000]Happy Birthday[/color]
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    smartalekrj reacted to Jubaris in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    Happy birthday Drachorn Master!
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    smartalekrj reacted to Seigheart in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    hbd
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    smartalekrj reacted to nadrolski in HBD SmartAlekRJ!   
    [b]Happy, Happy Birthday![/b]

    high five!
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Dragual in You know you've been on MD too much when...   
    -you reply to your emails "it will be ready soon"
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Kiley in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Watcher in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Pipstickz in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from dst in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Chewett in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Ivorak in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj got a reaction from Brulant in Question Time Post   
    why can't you guys(girl) make a masked screenname(s) ingame and have a realtime questionairre? Why bring popularity to the forum and not the game?
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    smartalekrj reacted to Kyphis the Bard in Question Time Post   
    Do you all play MD, or do you/some of you provide an opinion based on not knowing socialy the parties involved in the cases you deal with?
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    smartalekrj reacted to (Zl-eye-f)-nea in Question Time Post   
    How would you describe your overall change in perspective as a group regarding MD and it's community having gained this role?

    Z
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    smartalekrj reacted to phantasm in Question Time Post   
    By what criteria were the council members chosen for their position?
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    smartalekrj reacted to Passant the Weak in Question Time Post   
    What maximum delay are you commited to respect to give an answer to player's request/question?
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    smartalekrj reacted to Chewett in Question Time Post   
    What is generally your job/function?
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    smartalekrj reacted to Fire Starter in Question Time Post   
    So this one is: What are the player names of all members of the Council? With all my respect.
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