If you are aware of your talent it is only a matter of time before you get a hold of your writing frenzy. Fire needs to be tamed:)
When i begin a story i have this shiny perfection in my head and i instantly fall in love with it.
Now, when i start to write slight imperfections begin to appear and they tend to grow the longer the book, hence why i told you
to focus on shorter stuff. Thing is, this is where hard work comes to play. Without it, you are just someone who have a story
within you, not the writer himself. You must present yourself as worthy of your gift or half-finished story will always come back to haunt you.
You have refine taste for occult themes where innocence is main protagonist, perhaps you should try the same field:)